Just having lunch at work outside. Messing w/ my new phone. =)
Honestly… Fuck it…
This life is honestly getting fucking ridiculous! My parents let me sister do whatever she wants. And I have to work my ass off every day. Like I’m so fucking fed up. This summer is gonna fucking suck and I’m not looking forward to it. It’s just gonna be work work work… While everyone else gets to have fun.
I’ll probably write more about this later… I might actually have a chance to just sit and relax and goof on my computer for once…
This isn’t going to end well…
Today has been literally the worst day in awhile… I’m really honestly ready to just end it… I had a complete break down at work… I honestly just want to die… Like no one even knows… Tonight isn’t going to end well… It’s going to be so fucking bad…
I feel lik I have absolutely no purpose… No reason to stay here any longer… Why torture myself? Why torture everyone else? Why take up space? I’ve honestly fought so hard for so long… This is all just getting the best of me… I can’t fight anymore… I’m too tired and stressed and beat up… I can’t… I just… I don’t know who I am anymore… Or why I’m here… I really just… I give up…
